I love you TJ only 7 days levy this's your Angelversery day March 1st . I can't believer it's been 2 tears already seem like yesterday and the pain is aa raw today as the first day.
"Smile - Though your heart is breaking. Smile - Even though it's breaking. When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by. If you smile through your pain and sorrow. Smile - And maybe tomorrow you'll see the sun light shining through for you"
Your Mother Always
Loving you Was so easy
February 18, 2012
Well here we are and it is 12 days to the 2nd Anniversery March 1st of your leaving the world. Life will not and can not ever be the same without you. So many things have happen since you left but I am quiet sure you know all about it and all the injustices? Happy Valentine's Day Baby.((<3)
Mom
Chicago Ashray m
January 25, 2012
HI, Baby we are in Chicago at the Ashray trade show. I never Ben here and you were absolutely right it's F-----g cold here. Unlime you I refused to walk anywhere and freeze just your dad has to prove "it's not that cold he slept with no cover just to prove a point. In any casei whore the wool coat you bought and never had a chance to where. I could feel your arms keeping warm. I felt you with us the whole time. Every time I put your coat one I felt your arms. I love you TJ. Mark, Elie an Joele we all discussed what I wonderful man you had turned into. Dad and I walked past that Ferrari and Royles Royce dealership and I took a picture to add to this memory. Love you baby, always Mom
Robert
Don't go Bro
January 9, 2012
I saw your face in a photo today, it took me back through time and out of soul. One thing remains that still gives me pain, the fact that I never got to say "DON'T GO!"
Robert
Mom
I Love You TJ
January 8, 2012
I have seen a lot of death in my life. More than the average person living a normal life I think. Some from age & sickness that were expected...some that came out of nowhere and left shock. But with every one comes some type of regret on some level. I have decided that this time I will not loose myself in all of this. All of the what if's and why didn't I's, or all the why's that can never be answered; some of these would be felt by the other if it was me who passed. These things will not bring the person back and will not honor who they were. What I know is that none of these things diminishes the love I have for them or they have for me, nor the memories that flood my mind when I think of them. When my mind turns to these things....I will turn instead to a thought that honors the time I spent with them in my life. The wisdom they shared and laughter I can hear. My heart will ache but it will be with a smile and their love will always remain within me. I love you TJ and with every breath I take I feel you, like before you were born I can feel you inside me. I will never let you go, I was never forget your smile or yur laghter. Your kindness heart to others make you one of a like. I love you baby you will always be my baby as long as I live. Your friends my come and go but your parents will love you unconditionally forever.