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Mom
 

I remember this day like it was yesterday and the Birthdays we all shared.

Rick has just turned 20 years old on June 22. 2010. This was the first birthday you were not here to share it with him.

As your birthday draws near Aug 6th I am so depressed I can't hardly stand it. I Love you son and I miss you so much every day. I don't know how I will get through my life woth you not in it. Love always Mom.

Mom
 
Out of the Mouth of Babes.
One time we were out in the car and your father was yelling at some guy who wasn't moving when he was supposed to. Then a small voice got really loud from the back seat that said come on asshole. Your father and I just looked at each other and burst out laughing. We had thought it but not said it.
Just the previous week you had spent a week with my mom and dad while we were on vacation. I guess you spent to much time with my dad. Well you attitude toward drives never did change very much from that day you always were an aggressive driver. You learned at a very early age how to drive that battery operated jeep then you graduated to your go cart. You had to get straight A's all the way through 5th grade to get it. When you wanted something badly enough you worked hard to get it. You had to wait some time for us to find one but we did. You had many a good time in that go cart.
Mom
 
I remember one time when we got home from somewhere  dad's red truck was in the driveway but dad wasn't home yet you said " daddy home".
I said daddy will be home soon he went to Miami with Elie. You said back to me he's in your amie? I laughed and said no honey it's Miami. Then I realized you thought I was telling you that it wa My ami. You thought I was telling you it was Mine.
How funny you were you father and I had a big laugh over that one.
Mom
 

 Evey once in a while when I get a text from my son Rick at night, I almost think it will be from you TJ. For the last 3 months before he died he was in Rehab but at night when he would be able to sneak off a text and it would say I love you mom , I'm doing well, Counting the days till I'll be home and be able to say good night to you with a hug & kiss.

He got kicked out of Rehab because of that cell phone.

For the 10 days he was home after that I got lots of hugs before that fateful night.

He made a wrong choice to use once more before having to go back into rehab and it took his last breath away. I have his last text messages to me and the messages on his cell phone to others  so I can here him say "you have reached TJ please leave a message and I'll get back to you".

BUT I will never see him get marry,and see an of my grandchildren from him, Just the simple things, like a text, phone call, email. They are gone forever.... Love you Teeg forever baby. Love you forever and alway Mom

Mom
 

I love you TJ. My thoughts are of you as I close my eyes and fall asleep each night. As I awake in the morning before my eye open I am already thinking of you. My life is not the same without you in it. I cry every day and my heart aches for you every day and every hour in it. How senseless it all was. Love always.

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