Evey once in a while when I get a text from my son Rick at night, I almost think it will be from you TJ. For the last 3 months before he died he was in Rehab but at night when he would be able to sneak off a text and it would say I love you mom , I'm doing well, Counting the days till I'll be home and be able to say good night to you with a hug & kiss.
He got kicked out of Rehab because of that cell phone.
For the 10 days he was home after that I got lots of hugs before that fateful night.
He made a wrong choice to use once more before having to go back into rehab and it took his last breath away. I have his last text messages to me and the messages on his cell phone to others so I can here him say "you have reached TJ please leave a message and I'll get back to you".
BUT I will never see him get marry,and see an of my grandchildren from him, Just the simple things, like a text, phone call, email. They are gone forever.... Love you Teeg forever baby. Love you forever and alway Mom