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I remember this day like it was yesterday and the Birthdays we all shared.
Rick has just turned 20 years old on June 22. 2010. This was the first birthday you were not here to share it with him.
As your birthday draws near Aug 6th I am so depressed I can't hardly stand it. I Love you son and I miss you so much every day. I don't know how I will get through my life woth you not in it. Love always Mom.
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Evey once in a while when I get a text from my son Rick at night, I almost think it will be from you TJ. For the last 3 months before he died he was in Rehab but at night when he would be able to sneak off a text and it would say I love you mom , I'm doing well, Counting the days till I'll be home and be able to say good night to you with a hug & kiss.
He got kicked out of Rehab because of that cell phone.
For the 10 days he was home after that I got lots of hugs before that fateful night.
He made a wrong choice to use once more before having to go back into rehab and it took his last breath away. I have his last text messages to me and the messages on his cell phone to others so I can here him say "you have reached TJ please leave a message and I'll get back to you".
BUT I will never see him get marry,and see an of my grandchildren from him, Just the simple things, like a text, phone call, email. They are gone forever.... Love you Teeg forever baby. Love you forever and alway Mom