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Hello Tj
I find myself at a loss of words when I try and put my feelings into words. I know I miss you, and I know that I wish I could still call you every now and then to see what was new in your exciting life. I make a movie reference and nobody knows what I'm talking about and I think to myself, "oh ya that was an inside joke between me and Tj." I heard a Rob Zombie song the other day and just remembered how you loved that album until Ricky would play it and you thought it wasn't cool anymore. I watch The Last Action Hero in a hotel on DVD and remember TJ had the album on cd. Pots and pans? Nobody knows what that means. (but you do) I'm all over the place writing this and I'm not sure where it's headed. I guess I want you to know that even though I may not write a message on Facebook or something like that I still think of you all the time because I see you in the movies I watch the music I listen to and places I go.
I have lived in California now almost the same amount of time I lived in Florida. That fact seems to make me sad sometimes. Maybe because I feel this isn't my home. Or maybe because this is my home now. It's hard to think of a home that you were not a part of. Your house was my second home for many years and I always felt welcome. I guess to call a place home that doesn't have that second home in it is what gives me that feeling.
Today is always a sad day. But talking to you like this feels good.
Nick ( Spardy)
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